Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Bear With Me...

My blog lately has been kind of depressing, so bear with me. I'll be ok (hopefully sooner than later), but my urge to write is not so strong. However, I'm exactly half way done with this blog-every-day project, so I'm going to finish it if it kills me!
When I'm going through a tough time, music really helps me cope. I feel as though certain songs are meant and written just for me, and it makes me feel better. Stupid? Maybe. But does it help? As long as they're not overly depressing, yes.
That being said, this song came on my ipod today and I've decided I love the lyrics. So here they are (by the way, I'll write about my "situation" as soon as I think I can explain it logically without sounding completely idiotic...for now, this is what you get):

"Better in Time" by Leona Lewis
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming
don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice
boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I love you.

mom

Patrick said...

"even if it kills me"?? I think that would be the first ever death by blog. If that happened I wouldn't tell people we were friends, I'd just be embarrassed for you.